First I wanna say thnks to the one of my friends here. Yesterday that friend wrote an entry just for me after reading my blog. Thank you so much for ur careness , thank u coz u understand me, thank u for ur console and sincere advises. Thank you very much  Lilia.

After all, I really dont know how am I now . But such is life I know. I dont angry with u. I told u that I have had no feelings , but it was not like that . Feel wanna cry but cant cry, my heart hurt too much, feel to be insulted, I ever had the feelings of jealous, angry, misss .. Yes I did. Feeling of ashame too, like to be laugh at my face... Feel hurt much when u didnt understand my thoughts, hurt much when u even refused me as a normal friend...after all u behaved me like this, it makes me hurt much.

I know it is so difficult to forget all,... but i will forget, i will forget....but not all...I only want to forget all of sad memories about you, but i cant forget you, i cant forget the memories which made me feel happy. You didnt and will never know that . Coz you never ever love me so u never can feel that, but me, all is the memories i never can forget.

I will never forget the first day when i saw you at that silk shop.

I will never forget the days when i missed and waited for u after each a day u come home from office, and i felt happy just to say "Em chao anh" ( Hi)

I will never forget the messages and mails we wrote.

I will never forget ur advises u gave to me.

I will never forget the day when u stood there in front of mirror and show me ur new hair and asked " I just have had my hair cut, is it ok?"...

I will never forget the time I  had the lunchs with ur parent.

I will never forget the time i had the naps with ur mom after lunchs

I will never forget the time ur parent and I talked and shared together.I will never forget their kindness.

I will never forget or throw anything concern u and ur family.

I will never forget ur mom and dad, I never can forget.

I cant forget the time I helped ur mom to dry her hair ( with a hair dryer), i felt happy very much for that. And felt in warm between a mother and a daughter...I will never forget.

I will never forget the time when i helped ur mom to cook...

I will never forget the time when ur mom and I hang the washing on the line, i felt really happy to do that...

I will never forget the time i could come into ur room, and with ur mom clean and fold each of ur clothes.You didnt know and will never know this , but I felt really happy for that when i could do something for you.

I will never forget anything ....

I will keep all in my heart , all the best I had. I will remember not only as my love but a brother, a special friend as well...

I will not angry with you coz I know " just coz love someone doesnt mean they also must love you  or reply u". You dont love me so as for u all is normal , but all is important with me. You dont love me so I mean nothing to you, but you mean the world to me. For all happened, I want to say "sorry" with u if I did or said something wrong. I am so sorry. If oneday you could read this blog then pls understand me. I will be happy , sure that, i will happy . But i will never forget you. Whoever you are I will still love u only , forever.... my Duc.